All it takes is just one thought, and I want to die. If I die.. I could get better genes and no autism and not be trans and maybe look cute. Yes..
tags: them everyday thoughts, everyday life, personal, me, mtf, dysphoria, gender, gender dysphoria, mental illness, autism, i hate my autism, selfhate, just shut up
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