My makeup skills are finally at the point where people are telling me I look pretty and I just want to smudge it across my face and scream at them.
tags: personal, Between yesterday and the day before, it's a mix of a voice in my head going THEY'RE LYING, and another part of me that is just going I AM A MONSTER MY GENDER IS MONSTER I AM NOT PRETTY DOES A LITTLE MONSTER RUN AWAY
original: https://transaizawa.tumblr.com/post/85130466200