it’s 4:30 and i can’t fall asleep and i’m really anxious and sweaty and my heart’s racing and i’m feeling stupid that i almost finished another bottle of vodka in a day, like why am i doing this to myself, it’s not cool. it’s time to stop.
tags: it's 93 bpm.. wth, it's 7:30 and it's down to 60 bpm, hopefully i can fall asleep soon
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