furiousgoldfish: When you’re growing up in abusive family, you don’t feel like “oh, I’m being abused, this is wrong.” You don’t even think about that. Instead, you feel guilty all the time. You feel like a horrible person. You feel useless
tags: and like its not enough im supposed to love the person ive become, nice, pathetic, thoughts, shut up, stupid
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